Paranoid

Your back; you need me.
And are gladly accepted by Love Unconditional.
I ask Why, When, Where did we go wrong.
You reply What? Why? Why do you need to know?
We’re here now.
Trust me; Those familiar words.
Those words that use to set me free.
But now something in my soul wants to cry out;
‘Lord why me’
I check the pockets and the phone rings late at night.
I lose sight of why I really stayed to fight. For our love.
The nerve of him.
The nerve of me; Staying around like I don’t have legs to flee.
Am I a woman found or a woman betrayed?
What does it matter, after all; I stayed.
It just might be that I don’t know what to feel.
Let’s act like nothing happened, and eat another meal.
Something, someone give me a sign.
Is it pain that I’m going through all of this to avoid?
No, I’m just scorned and loved.Yeah, I’m just paranoid